STILL HERE…
August 23, 2006Our status may have changed… Things may not have been like they were before… The decision may not be mutual. It may be unfair… But one thing will always remain…
I’ll always be here… as a best friend… as a companion… as an adviser… someone to lean on… someone to talk to… someone to be there for you…
I’m still me, the person whom you know… I may not be the girl you want me to be but it does not change my concern for you. Yes! I still care ‘coz you have made a special place in my life. I’ll forever treasure you and all the memories. Don’t think that I don’t care! I still do but in a different way unlike what used to be.
I would also like to apologize in whatever way I have offended you. All the pain… the disappointments… the arguments… SORRY!
Only God knows what’s in store for us…
Always hopin’ to be your friend…
Still here… FOREVER!
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May 2, 2006my mind has been enitrely empty these days. i feel so helpless. it seems like my mind tells me to do this and yet my body disobeys. people keeps on mumbling, telling me to do this, to do that… “Hey what do you want to do with your life?”… actually not just telling me but pressuring me as if it’s gonna be the end of the world for me. boohoo! I’m not lazy, it’s just I don’t know where to start. there are moments when you must do something and yet you don’t get pumpin’ right away ‘coz you need to look for that perfect spot… timing I may say… I get what people want for me but can I get a little break? I have plans and I want to reach my goals in life. can I get to do it my way? i acknowledge your effort but I also get tired of all the blah blah blah!
I PITY YOU!!!
April 22, 2006THIS GOES TO A PERSON WHO REALLY TOUCHED MY HEART! MWAHAHAHA! IN YOUR DREAMS! THE F***K!
If you think you are not this person then better not continue… Don’t blame me for whatever messages you’ll read… I’ve warned you!!! (more…)
Unpublished Feelings
March 15, 2006*This was supposed to be posted way back…*
Starting a new horizon is such an exciting experience. New things to expect without knowing what lies ahead…
Being in a relationship is such a great feeling, especially when you are with someone you deeply love. It’s worthwhile evenmore when you are mutually in love and when you both experienced it for the first time. You’re like amateurs in a basketball game not knowing what to do in case your opponents steal the ball or new army recruits not prepared for battle… Though unprepared, you are eager and overjoyed…
The god of love once strucked me with an arrow… I guess he must have sprinkled it with too much potion since I have loved more than I loved myself. *grin* Indeed, it happened in an appropriate time when I wanted someone to call my BEAU! Yeah! I love him, I really do! That love withstood the storms which made the relationship stand for years. In any relationship, it’s not always good news… Of course, there were spices and boulders along the way. But in totality, it was worth remembering! I had the best years of my life!
In every entrance there is always an exit… In every opening there is always a closing… And in every beginning there is always an end… And that is what I have been afraid of! And now it reached to that sad point.
Hurt? Of course! My heart beats so fast that it wants to explode! It seems like thorns have been stabbed into it that makes it bleed continuously. Right now, I have been transported in a deserted island where no one can hear me… I am all alone forgotten and left to bleed….bleed until the last drop of my blood…until the vultures savour my body down to my bones…
It could be the end but it’s not yet the end of the world. There is still time… Closed doors could still be opened… Who knows in time if God permits, this chapter would be edited and added with a happy ending…
or
This is a beginning for a new chapter for the characters involved…
Fallin’ isn’t everything…
March 13, 2006“Fallin’ down doesn’t make a person a FAILURE… but stayin’ down does… So always remember that no one is PERFECT, so when you fall so hard… Just bounce back HIGHER!”
“Everythin’ about the future is uncertain… but one thing’s for sure… GOD had already arranged all our tomorrows… We just have to trust HIM as HE leads us!”
Just got a not-so-good news from a high ranking official… Felt bad? Of course it’s an initial reaction… But got in a deep reflection… Just realized that my purpose has already been done. My task has been accomplished… Time to move a step higher. To more fulfilling endeavor…
God has a better plan… Far way better than what I believed…
Just going to miss the people who touched my innermost self… I’ll never forget you… CIAO!
So you think you know me?
“Only your parents know the real YOU…”
It’s undeniably a person’s natural attitude to be judgmental. Which sometimes turns out to become a *gossip*!
But when does being judgmental becomes a good one? If you tell it to the person right into his face which is of course for a good cause. That is if you want him to become a better person and leave his unpleasant attitude behind. Or if you just leave your comments within you.
When does it become a bad one? When you tend to destroy the person’s credibility and his morale… as if you really know him that well… What is more painful if it is your so-called “friend” who does it to you in a way. You even call him “friend”??? Better start reflecting and know who your real friends are! Which is more unpleasant if it becomes a gossip, a pasttime for people to talk about. You become a “laughing stock”. So what’s funny about it?
“Hardened by the unfathomable intrigues…”
@#$&*!
Love knows NO BOUNDARIES
March 10, 2006When you love a person you tend to give your all amidst the difficulties that hinders your relationship…
When you love a person you leave other things behind just to give your precious time to him…
When you love a person you learn to love everything about him…
When you love a person the negative turns to positive, the ugliness becomes beautiful, the weakness becomes strength…
When you love a person your other side comes out…
When you love a person you become your real YOU!!!
