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my mind has been enitrely empty these days. i feel so helpless. it seems like my mind tells me to do this and yet my body disobeys. people keeps on mumbling, telling me to do this, to do that… “Hey what do you want to do with your life?”… actually not just telling me but pressuring me as if it’s gonna be the end of the world for me. boohoo! I’m not lazy, it’s just I don’t know where to start. there are moments when you must do something and yet you don’t get pumpin’ right away ‘coz you need to look for that perfect spot… timing I may say… I get what people want for me but can I get a little break? I have plans and I want to reach my goals in life. can I get to do it my way? i acknowledge your effort but I also get tired of all the blah blah blah!