Unpublished Feelings
March 15, 2006*This was supposed to be posted way back…*
Starting a new horizon is such an exciting experience. New things to expect without knowing what lies ahead…
Being in a relationship is such a great feeling, especially when you are with someone you deeply love. It’s worthwhile evenmore when you are mutually in love and when you both experienced it for the first time. You’re like amateurs in a basketball game not knowing what to do in case your opponents steal the ball or new army recruits not prepared for battle… Though unprepared, you are eager and overjoyed…
The god of love once strucked me with an arrow… I guess he must have sprinkled it with too much potion since I have loved more than I loved myself. *grin* Indeed, it happened in an appropriate time when I wanted someone to call my BEAU! Yeah! I love him, I really do! That love withstood the storms which made the relationship stand for years. In any relationship, it’s not always good news… Of course, there were spices and boulders along the way. But in totality, it was worth remembering! I had the best years of my life!
In every entrance there is always an exit… In every opening there is always a closing… And in every beginning there is always an end… And that is what I have been afraid of! And now it reached to that sad point.
Hurt? Of course! My heart beats so fast that it wants to explode! It seems like thorns have been stabbed into it that makes it bleed continuously. Right now, I have been transported in a deserted island where no one can hear me… I am all alone forgotten and left to bleed….bleed until the last drop of my blood…until the vultures savour my body down to my bones…
It could be the end but it’s not yet the end of the world. There is still time… Closed doors could still be opened… Who knows in time if God permits, this chapter would be edited and added with a happy ending…
or
This is a beginning for a new chapter for the characters involved…
