Angel of Mine
March 30, 2006God must have sent me an ANGEL…
This song expresses how special this ”person” is to me. I never felt this way before. A best friend… a companion… a brother… a protector… could he be beyond that? hmmm… let’s wait and see….
ANGEL OF MINE
*Monica*
When I first saw you, I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of mine
I look at you, lookin’ at me
Now I know why they say, the best things are free
I’m gonna love you boy, you are so fine
Angel of mine
How you changed my world you’ll never know
I’m different now, you helped me grow
You came into my life, sent from above
When I lost all hope, you showed me love
I’m checkin’ for you boy, you’re right on time
Angel of mine
Nothing means more to me than what we share
No one in this whole world can ever compare
Last night, the way you moved is still on my mind
Angel of Mine
What you mean to me you’ll never know
Deep inside, I need to show
You came into my life, sent from above (sent from above)
When I lost all hope, you showed me love (boy you showed me love)
I’m checkin’ for you, boy you’re right on time (right on time)
Angel of mine (angel of mine)
I never knew I could feel each moment
As if they were new
Every breath that I take, the love that we make
I only share it with you, you, you, you, you
When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of Mine
You came into my life, sent from above (came in to my life, yeah)
When I lost all hope you showed me love (boy you showed me love, uh huh)
I’m checkin’ for you, boy you’re right on time (but boy your right on time)
Angel of mine (angel of mine, oh mine)
How you changed my world you’ll never know
I’m different now you helped me grow
I look at you, looking at me
Now I know why they say, the best things are free
Checkin’ for you, boy you’re right on time
Angel of mine
Just don’t ask who…..
Got Infected !!!
March 23, 2006Just got infected by a new variety of worm…
Here’s an info about the worm from GRISOFT.
This type of virus spreads across local networks or through internet via shares disks. The virus searches for computers in its “neighborhood” with shared network drives and then copies itself on them.
For prevention as far as possible do not share whole disks, but only selected folders. It is also advisable to use passwords on shared folders.
We recommend you remove binding to “File and printer sharing” in Bindings Tab under TCP/IP Properties for all TCP/IP protocols (the TCP/IP protocol is usually defined for every LAN or Dial-Up adapter).
Peer-to-peer networks
Next most common method of spreading is by “peer-to-peer” networks (like KaZaA), the virus creates a few copies of itself in folders within the P2P shared system. If these files have got alluring names then there is a good chance somebody will download these files and execute them.
It’s a good think there’s NOD32 Antivirus System installed in the computer laboratory in this institution. My flash disk has been cleaned. But I’m thinkin’ of also gettin’ this checked with AVG and Norton to be completely sure. Don’t wanna infect my own PC at home…
Untitled Wallpaper
March 22, 2006
Just made this wallpaper when I had nothing else to do… Got bored waiting for someone… Guess it was worth the wait ’coz I was able to make this one out of the boredom. 
Got no title yet…
A Simple Sig
So who is bLuEyEd_AnGeL? 
Yeah I know that I’m not blue-eyed…. But am I an angel? For some I maybe and some may object. Who cares, I like this nick…
The sig is just so simple ayt? Honestly, this was the first sig I ever made. That’s why I’m so hesitant to post it. *giggles* I know it’s not that good but it’s worth a try… hihihihi…..
Unpublished Feelings
March 15, 2006*This was supposed to be posted way back…*
Starting a new horizon is such an exciting experience. New things to expect without knowing what lies ahead…
Being in a relationship is such a great feeling, especially when you are with someone you deeply love. It’s worthwhile evenmore when you are mutually in love and when you both experienced it for the first time. You’re like amateurs in a basketball game not knowing what to do in case your opponents steal the ball or new army recruits not prepared for battle… Though unprepared, you are eager and overjoyed…
The god of love once strucked me with an arrow… I guess he must have sprinkled it with too much potion since I have loved more than I loved myself. *grin* Indeed, it happened in an appropriate time when I wanted someone to call my BEAU! Yeah! I love him, I really do! That love withstood the storms which made the relationship stand for years. In any relationship, it’s not always good news… Of course, there were spices and boulders along the way. But in totality, it was worth remembering! I had the best years of my life!
In every entrance there is always an exit… In every opening there is always a closing… And in every beginning there is always an end… And that is what I have been afraid of! And now it reached to that sad point.
Hurt? Of course! My heart beats so fast that it wants to explode! It seems like thorns have been stabbed into it that makes it bleed continuously. Right now, I have been transported in a deserted island where no one can hear me… I am all alone forgotten and left to bleed….bleed until the last drop of my blood…until the vultures savour my body down to my bones…
It could be the end but it’s not yet the end of the world. There is still time… Closed doors could still be opened… Who knows in time if God permits, this chapter would be edited and added with a happy ending…
or
This is a beginning for a new chapter for the characters involved…
Fallin’ isn’t everything…
March 13, 2006“Fallin’ down doesn’t make a person a FAILURE… but stayin’ down does… So always remember that no one is PERFECT, so when you fall so hard… Just bounce back HIGHER!”
“Everythin’ about the future is uncertain… but one thing’s for sure… GOD had already arranged all our tomorrows… We just have to trust HIM as HE leads us!”
Just got a not-so-good news from a high ranking official… Felt bad? Of course it’s an initial reaction… But got in a deep reflection… Just realized that my purpose has already been done. My task has been accomplished… Time to move a step higher. To more fulfilling endeavor…
God has a better plan… Far way better than what I believed…
Just going to miss the people who touched my innermost self… I’ll never forget you… CIAO!
So you think you know me?
“Only your parents know the real YOU…”
It’s undeniably a person’s natural attitude to be judgmental. Which sometimes turns out to become a *gossip*!
But when does being judgmental becomes a good one? If you tell it to the person right into his face which is of course for a good cause. That is if you want him to become a better person and leave his unpleasant attitude behind. Or if you just leave your comments within you.
When does it become a bad one? When you tend to destroy the person’s credibility and his morale… as if you really know him that well… What is more painful if it is your so-called “friend” who does it to you in a way. You even call him “friend”??? Better start reflecting and know who your real friends are! Which is more unpleasant if it becomes a gossip, a pasttime for people to talk about. You become a “laughing stock”. So what’s funny about it?
“Hardened by the unfathomable intrigues…”
@#$&*!
Love knows NO BOUNDARIES
March 10, 2006When you love a person you tend to give your all amidst the difficulties that hinders your relationship…
When you love a person you leave other things behind just to give your precious time to him…
When you love a person you learn to love everything about him…
When you love a person the negative turns to positive, the ugliness becomes beautiful, the weakness becomes strength…
When you love a person your other side comes out…
When you love a person you become your real YOU!!!
When the SONG speaks…
Angel is a song by Sarah MacLachlan… Everytime I hear this song from the airwaves, I experience goosebumps. Strange isn’t it? For goosebumps are only felt when a person is in fear. This song touched me deep down inside. I get emotioal everytime I hear it. It seemed like the world stopped spinning and it’s only me and and my fantasy. And only a SPECIAL PERSON knows the gravity of its impact.
This is the song…
Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it ok
There’s always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it’s hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seep from my veins
Let me be empty and weightless
And maybe I’ll find some peace tonight
In the arms of the angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here
So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There’s vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It don’t make no difference
Escaping one last time
It’s easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
Oh this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees
In the arms of the angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here
